yours truly,

Sometimes in order to let someone be happy, you have to let them go.

(Source: veezymeng)

itskatherinemae:

We remember things that is or once was in our best interest but we’ll always come to forget those that never really mattered. You know you cared if you remember. It isn’t always about trying to forget bad memories but realizing the good that came along with it.

I stopped

sandrawr:

being stubborn, stopped trying to please other people, and surprisingly i’ve been having a great week.

This is what I want, this is what I will pursue.

I could sit down and write out how I feel, and what exactly i’d be pursuing…but it’ll take a while. I don’t want to waste my time saying that I will do something, then get up and change my mind. I got to where I was at because I took action. I don’t sit on my ass and wait for someone or something to fall into my arms.

Wish me luck.

You’re holding on to the wrong things your heart believes is right. That’s when it hurts the most.

I can’t wait to see the look on his face when he comes back home and sees the surprise I’ll have for him. I’ve been planning for this day for almost 2 years now, and I can’t believe everything is falling exactly into place and going how I want it to. I think I’m even more excited than he will be. Lol. I need to take my happy ass to bed. I have a long week of work ahead of me and tomorrow is FINALLY payday. Goodnight everyone!

I mess up a lot. I say things I’m not supposed to and do things I know I shouldn’t. I don’t like how I let my emotions control the way I react to certain situations and I’m not always the good guy. But I do apologize when I know I’m wrong. Sometimes I’m forgiven and other times, I’m not so lucky. However, there’s someone I know that will always love and forgive me wholeheartedly despite my sins and that is the man above. 

I always remind myself that I’m not a bad person. I’m actually a good person who has made handfuls of mistakes. In other words, I’m human.

bsqrd:

Hey tumblr. It’s been a while and I have NOT missed you at all.

i’m too laid back for this shit.

Maaaaang like damn like a moffuckin beaver, dawg. I’m tired of niggas axin me why i do this or don’t do that. it’s cuz I’M TOO LAID BACK FO’ DAT. Nawmsayin? Why i lean back in my seat? I’m too laid back. Why i say fuck you to any nigga lookin? TOO LAID BACK. fuck you mean bAtch made ass hoe?

Thank you God, for finally giving me a break.

I’ve been so blessed these past two weeks, I’m still very overwhelmed. For the first time, I’ve actually seen the fruits of my hard labor. After busting my butt at school for 12 hours a day everyday & online classes afterwards, I finally graduated high school early just as I intended. I didn’t get to experience the fun of Senior year or walk the stage on graduation, but I’m still happy and grateful nonetheless. 

The last one and a half years have been filled with unfortunate events and I honestly believe that it’s been the hardest times I’ve ever had to face. But this past week has given me hope for a lifetime. A lot of people didn’t believe in me and for a little while I didn’t believe in myself either but I proved everyone, including myself, wrong. Now I’m working on getting a second job to afford my own place and take care of myself. Just the thought of bills makes me terrified of the real world. I’m not sure of what lies ahead but I’m prepared for it. This is just the beginning of my journey. Wish me luck!!!! :)